"your voice was the soundtrack of my summer, don't you know you're unlike any other, and you'll always be my thunder"

63. goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend, you have been the one. you have been the one for me
goodbye my lover// james blunt
 
meghan. every freaking time i hear this i cry.
and not just because it makes me very sad, but because whenever we hang out we sing this. so it's tears of freaking happiness.
i.love.you.babydoll.
mwahhh.
^ that.right there. was a kiss. for you ;)
 
ah. so my day;
wake up in the morning feeling like...
dude. it's 6. why is my alarm going off.
*falls back asleep*
woke up at 7 feeling like a pro. not.
then my hair, was already done.
so i did my makeup. got dressed.
dragged myself to my car.
it was like, negative 39582 degrees out.
just kidding. it was 40.
so i covered up with a blanket. and slept alllll the way to school (:
then i got to school, and put all my stuff away.
then it all went by really slow (:
we had meaps.
did anyone understand? pfffft. no.
i went to cello.
i had some lady lecture me about there "teaching principles" for the beginners class.
i get paid 7.25 every class *head nod of achievement*
just kidding. that's like. less then 30.00 dollars a month.
and starbucks with meghan fridayyyy (:
and maybe andrew.
we'll see how that goes.
volleyball game tomorrow!
we only have two games left.
goodnight.
62. let's get emotional girls to all wear mood rings, so we'll be tipped off, to when they're ticked off, we'll know exactly what they're thinking
"she's so pretty, but she doesn't always act that way. her moods are swinging on a swingset almost every day."
mood rings// relient k
 
float building ♥
our float is kind of amazing.
i tied on little pieces of papery stuff today.
but i had like no friends.
because *meghanandtraviswereflirts*
so i made good friends with logan.
i kind of actually don't think he's so bad now.
but he showed me little pictures of his girlfriend.
and we talked about a lotof things.
it was great.
then i came home and sat here. and talked to andrew and emma.
and megan asked me to see a movie with her.
right.
my leg hurts.
i fell in a hole.
i'm confused.
erryday. all the time.
i should fix this.
soon. soon.
i'm going to sleep. as always.
i'm superr excited for homecoming.
it's suppposed to be like 41 degrees though for the party.
that's like, dressing like an eskimo.
goodnight ♥
61. all i know, is that i don't know how to be something you'd miss
last kiss// taylor swift
 
i haven't made a set in a long time. and this isn't so much of a set.
forgive me.
i spent the night at the chambers. we tp'd the wrights. at like 2 in the morning. and worked on our float. and watched insidious. i screamed so much. and i was practically attached to megan the entire time.
i fell asleep at 4.
hunter stayed too. it was...weird.
sleepover with hunter? alrighty...
i have play practice tomorrow, then float building from 2-5 (:
stop worrying. you've made a mess of that. but it's over. you never said it. but i know. so it's pretty much done.
i'm so tired. i've sat at home all day.
i'm like dead.
awkward moment when you purposely lay there like your asleep while videochatting with people...for 20 minutes. convincing them your asleep. and they just watch you. and say things.
oh it's...weird.
christofer drews new cd = whaaaat.
to eat or not to eat.
i'll pass.
my one question?
what am i supposed to say back...
goodnight
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6O. we both put our sunblock on, laid on the beach. and vowed that we'd live and we'd learn, but she got a tan and i got a sunburn
sunburn// owl city
 
this is kind of a great song.
eh. kind of. maybe? i don't know. it's one of those songs that only an erica could love.
 
today was kind of a boring day.
i woke up at 7. after hitting the snooze button 7 times.
then came to school.
i took a quiz. and braided half of jamie's hair. and blew my nose about 69284 times.
then school got out.
and i went to lessons.
and didn't have pants. so i played in a skirt.
and my teacher continuously will keep calling me "my dear" whaat. i don't know you. haha.
and now i might be his assistant for his beginners cello class? those little kids are probably better then i am. but eh. i would get paid. sooo. starbucks money. or dc money. or money for stuff that isn't necessary. because psh. savings? yeah...
then we went to olive garden.
it was...nice?
there was this weird elderly couple who drank a whole bottle of wine. and she sat there. and he scarved down food. it was just...weird.
then i came home. and did homework.
and went to watch little manhattan. because it is THE best movie ever. and my sister. wouldn't. let me D':
ahhhh what is happening.
now, i am going to brush my teeth. carefully. because my mouth feels like someone shot it.
but it was actually a pretty good day.
and now i'm going to bed.
gooooooooodnightt.
love, erica.
59. my hands, they're strong, but my knee's were too weak
set fire to the rain// adele
 
im so sick. it's fun. yay:D
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58. i don't mind, but i'm not suprised to find that you do
curl up and die// relient k
 
new favorite song (:
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57. don't know if i could ever be, without you cause boy you complete me
perfect two// auburn
 
ahaha. me and emma claire's song. goodness.
 
*this song has no actual relation to anyone in particular. so no, get those thoughts out of your mind. thank you*
 
alrighty, day two of my letters (:
dear crush,
i think i have wanted to avoid this one, but i really want to get on with these letters. so i must. but well, goodness. i just like you a lot. even though i sometimes dislike you. which is probably bad. we've been together for quite a while now. and it's going to be really hard when we break up. but i don't really like thinking about that right now. because i'm actually quite happy with you right now. but i am so glad that we are best friends. like, i don't know how it would be if we weren't. i tell you so much. and even though you probably get so sick of my nonsense. you still tell me to tell you anyway. and i'm just really thankful for that. i think you are one of the only people who can do something ridiculous enough to make me laugh when i'm upset. and yeah, thats so cliche and i try to avoid that, but it's true. i also want to say that i am so sorry. for everything. i don't know how you really put up with me. and my problems. and sometimes i wonder how i deal with you to be honest. and i'll admit, i think about breaking up with you a lot. but i can't help it. it's not always that i want to. i just always have something on my mind. and that's it a lot. only a few times have i really meant it. but i am so so glad i never did. . and i also want to say that you'll get back to amazing someday. you really screwed up that one time. but you'll get back up there. i promise. well, i am going to stop here. and i hope we can be friends for a long time. because i like it a lot.
erica (:
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56. those material things, they can't get in my way, cause i'm over it
whoever she is// the maine
 
i think today is the day everyone decided they would get mad at me.
my dad goes all "you're a disrespectful daughter. and blah blah blah" calling me all this different stuff. and screaming at me.
then emma got all mad.
then andrew got all mad.
then my dad starts talking to my sister about how much he loves her.
ugh.
i'm done. i'm probably not going over there again.
guess who won father. are you happy now.
erica.
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55. i got my hands in my pockets, kicking these rocks
keep your head up// andy grammer
 
meghan is over (:
i lovelovelove her.
and now we are going to eat ice cream sandwiches.
while talking about ridiculous boys and such ;)
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55. i might be smiling, but i know you'll never hear me say, that i like it in the shadows, counting down to zero, just to start again
the new year// parachute
 
so i love this song. it's kind of the best song ever, not gonna lie.
polyvore = dead.
asfglkjd. what to do. what to do.
so lonely.
i haven't hung out with anyone in a long time.
i went to the mall. for shoes. today.
and i went in to pacsun. and my second cousin i do belive, works there. and she was all;
"ohhh emmm geeee. i would never have guess you i would have seen you all here! how are you?! *hugs*"
* then talks for a long time about how much she loves pacsun. then finally leaves*
my dad: i would never have recognized amanda...she died her hair. whoah.
my sister; i don't know who that was. but she gave me a hug. who was that?!
me: awh it's amanda!
*awkward*
then i bought boots. and she was checking us out. while talking 37592 miles an hour. and didn't take that ink tag off. so now we have to go back. gotta love amanda! haha. oh fun day.
xo, erica